Maybe If I

Maybe if I wasn't
Wasn't so stubborn
Or my expectations weren't so high
If I believed in something
Something worth keeping
Would I find?
Or am I conditioned to believe that I'm stronger than me oooh I
Not up for dependence on someone else
To give me love
Or show me something that's better for me

Oh I
Maybe if I
Maybe if I
Maybe if I
Maybe if I would I then find
Maybe if
Maybe if
Maybe if

If I wasn't putting up a defense
Or building a wall that can't crash down
Harboring feelings and
Projecting and reaching to conclusions beyond my mind

I need healing
I need healing
To make this all alright
Or am I conditioned to believe
That I'm stronger than me

Maybe if I
Maybe if I
Maybe if, Maybe if, Maybe if I
Maybe if I
Would I then find?
Maybe if
Maybe if
Maybe if I

I just wanna know
Would it be different oh?
Would I be? Would I be?

I just wanna know
Would it be different oh

# Solo saxophone playing #

Maybe If
Maybe If I
Would then I find?
Maybe if