Dumb

Don’t think I like it here
But I keep watching everyday
It’s like a broken mirror
That only has ten things to say
Ice bath self help
Morning pages, dried kelp
30 ways to build wealth
Another book up on the shelf

Side hustle spin class
Pseudo science podcasts
Microdosing neuroclasts
None of this is gonna last

I’m out of/on information 
Is anybody having fun?
I’m over stimulation
Underneath the meta-sun / ready for my medicine /ready for some medicine 

Gimme something plain
That won’t hurt my brain
Maybe just a little crumb

I need a new sensation
Anybody wanna come?
Let’s be dumb dumb dumb
I need an antedote
Something to save me from myself
I’m like an animal left in a lab
And the test isn’t going well
Fear of missing everything 
Trying to hack my energy
Think I need some therapy
Another hit of dopamine
Side hustle spin class
Pseudo science podcasts
Microdosing neuroclasts
None of this is gonna last

Side hustle spin class
Pseudo science podcasts
Microdosing neuroclasts
None of this is gonna last
To protect me from the screen
Costs too much to play
 Story set up, something specific about feeling brain dead from overstimulation and just Wanting to do a puzzle or something 
Potential tweaks / alts
Is any of this gonna last?
Maybe SHOULD be dumb instead of crumb 
Or a later alt could be “sick of bein kinda numb”

Let's do something plain 
that won't hurt our brains 
Let's be dumb? 

Ice bath self help
Morning pages, dried kelp
30 ways to build wealth
Another book up on the shelf

Side hustle spin class
Pseudo science podcasts
Psillocibin microblasts
None of this is gonna last

Exploration
New sensation
vacation 

If we play a game
Make sure that it’s lame
I don’t even care who won

I bought a book about

High key, try hard
I want to be less reliable
Your life is a screenplay 
And if my life is a screenplay
What kind of movie is it
Is this the movie i want to be in
Generic advice about getting ahead 
Lazy girl glow up / fitness 
B+ 
I don't need a 
Keep it on the back foot