30 Days

I had on this tracksuit for 3 days 
getting money 3 ways 
pass the hotline round 
like we doing relays
36 g packs out that Nina
aint no delays 
cats buy me credit cos they 
obboing if we pay 
30 days in the tee
yh I'm barely getting sleep
an I aint thinking bout no ops
cos I was busy getting ps
an if I'm going to the hood 
then I'm scheming aint no peace
nxggas kill you while you dreaming 
stay awake there aint no sleeping 
an way before they shouted me 
most these nxggas doubted me 
all them nxggas I looked up to
weren't looking out for me 
pocket watching like they wanna 
count for me 
I was tryna out the b
realist nxgga out the 3
I was tryna make em see the vision
close friends never listen 
watch the haters cos they close 
better watch 
and your own man gone play 
division like Tommy did ghost
these nxggas do the most 
an mummy told me watch 
your friends cos they'll hate when you win 
told her I can't make this up cos I was made to be lit
mummy like I raised you well you better 
pray for your sins 
I paid for charity and then I went and paid for a stick 
she said when's it gunna end you always seem like you be in
n every time I get away the streets pulling me back in 
I never knew what I signed up for when I got in the ride 
im forever in these streets ma I cannot decide 
n they gone talk behind your back as if its cool 
but its cool time gone show you who's a fool
im tryna stay up on my ball 
to even thing they got a nerve and most these 
nxggas they be nerds to tell the truth 
n it gone hurt for what its worth 
I keep it real n that's my worth 
so they don't know what do with me 
its pressure like there's 2 of me 
n you cant shine where I'm from 
cos they they'll take your jewellery 
still a nxgga doing it 
dreams I be pursuing it 
where I'm from you don't bring em in and they gone ruin it
this is just my story no guts no glory 
if you aint around me maybe you wasn't for me 
maybe you wasn't for me
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