Lost

The ground is- (it's not stained)
Well, it looks stained (it's not stained)
And what's with all the clothes on the ground? (I don't have the place)
Don't you have like a dr-, don't you have drawers?
I literally don't know where that stuff goes
There's no room, anyway-, like, that's stuffed
Jesus (listen, don't-), how much clothes do you have?

I'm lost, I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace, shot out of orbit, floating into outer space
I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name

Notice that I walk with inhibition, feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say that you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out I'm unhappy, I just wanna be around

Why do I deserve to die?
Doesn't everybody lie once in a while?
Why do I try to stay alive?
Why am I unorganized?
I despise the lies that keeps me tied until I reach my time

Pain hurts, yeah, pain hurts
Pain hurts, though I try to be patient
And I know that I'm slow
I'll be open for a new interpretation

Ah, I know I've been messin' around for too long
But I guess I'm too dumb to say that I'm wrong
I'm a little young to think that I'm strong
I belong to whom? I hope it's not long

(I hope it's not long) I'm falling down
(I hope not long)
(I'm falling) I'm falling down
(I'm falling, falling to you)

I'm lost, I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace, shot out of orbit, floating into outer space
I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name

Notice that I walk with inhibition, feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say that you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out I'm unhappy, I just wanna be around

Oh, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
Oh, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh