Letter To Our First

You were only nine weeks in
But you still made me a dad
We never saw your face
But we still talk about that
Like would you be loud like your brother
Would you have your sisters eyes
Some questions never get their answers
But they never leave our lives
We never forget you not even a day
You're the quiet in our chaos
The light we never gave
You're not in the pictures
But you're part of the frame
We don't have to see you
To feel you that way
You were here
You are love
You're still ours
I still count you when we're countin
Though you never took a breath
You were there between the lines
In every yes and every yet
We got two kids running wild
They don't know what they don't see
But sometimes in the quiet
It's still the five of us to me
We never forget you not even a day
You're the quiet in our chaos
The light we never gave
You're not in the pictures
But you're part of the frame
We don't have to see you
To feel you that way
You were here
You are love
You're still ours
You never cried out loud
But I still hear the sound
Of everything we could've had
Still hanging all around
We never forget you not even a day
You're the quiet in our chaos
The light we never gave
You're not in the pictures
But you're part of the frame
We don't have to see you
To feel you that way
You were here
You are love
You're still ours
You're still ours