To Be Given

I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna be here
I don't want the world to know
the darkest thing I fear

I don't wanna relive
the hell that I've been left with
I don't wanna know that I'm the cause
I can't accept it

To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I'm afraid
if I'm given one more day
that I'd screw it up again with what I'd say

I cannot forgive you
I cannot forgive myself
but now I'm trying everything within my reach to get there

I cannot remain here
not knowing how I feel
If I don't say the words out loud
then is it something real?

To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I'm afraid
if I'm given one more day
that I'd screw it up again with what I'd say

I see traces of the snow from our winter in everything, in everything
The sun may be shining but I'm shivering beside your memories, your memory

To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I'm afraid
if I'm given one more day
that I'd screw it up again with what I'd say

To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I'm afraid
if I'm given one more day
that I'd screw it up again with what I'd say