Decatur

I say these things a thousand times,
And still it seems theres no way too escape,
I told myself stop asking why,
And let them walk away, 
Even its me they blame.
And I know it's hard to make my mind not overthink.
Know it's hard to deal with all my endless possibilities,
And I still want to dispate,
Still want to fade to grey,
I'm still here, Thankfully, Uh. 

Hey, 
Okay Okay,

Just be all in my mind,
I hate spending time in my overthinking.
But only way that l'ma grind is by sticking to the calculations.
Only way that I'ma shine is by never sticking to the basics, Nah. 
Okay Okay, 
All in my mind,
I hate spending time in my overthinking.
But only way that l'ma grind is by sticking to the calculations.
Only way that I'ma shine is by never sticking to the basics, nah. 

Just in time, 
still want to ease your mind with time.
I just want to heal your heart with time.
I just wanna give you all that's mine.
But you want to take and waste my time,
Two wrongs don't make it right, 
But I don't care to make it right, 
And if you leave from me tonight,
Know I still hope you'll be alright.
While I know I'll still be alright. 
You were never my need in life.
I don't care, Know God is near by,
It's me or you and he's by my side.
I see beyond the lies.
I see behind the smiles.
Yet I'm not overwhelmed 
Knowing I need help, And 

I say these things a thousand times,
And still it seems theres no way too escape,
I told myself stop asking why,
And let them walk away, 
Even its me they blame.
And I know it's hard to make my mind not overthink.
Know it's hard to deal with all my endless possibilities,
And I still want to dispate,
Still want to fade to grey,
I'm still here, Thankful, Uh."