December

This...

was my dream

as long as I know you
no doubts at all
these times were over
This is...

my end...
this sight was like a nightmare
This is... my end

I had the pictures in my head!
Drawn by faith and trust
Shaped by my conviction
Is this my blame?

Can it be so simple?!
Is this my blame?
I never realized it...
I see my visions melting down
can not keep it in my hands
this is like a fuckin' dream

the drips of my future pulling me down

encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past
this sight was a nightmare
this sight tattered my heart into rags
open windows howling at me
I see my fears become reality

my lungs are filled by pain and sorrow
by tears and broken fuckin' aims
I hope one day we will see us again
some day...

is this the end?
and I ask myself
would you look at me?
would you remember my face?
just look in to my eyes, one last time
everthing faded to an ugly grey!
I never...(I never!.)
I never expected an end like this...
End like this!
END...
LIKE...
THIS!
End like this