Upstate

I have all I need in you
But you have all that you want
Your family and your hometown, and all of yourself
Draw you closer, push me deeper down into my hell

And I don't want to watch you waste
Your whole life tryna find a reason
You know I'm angry
And you're just bitter at yourself for ever leaving

So settle down, dig your grave
Right where you were told to be, and
Don't come back, just leave me watching
I will die here while I wait for you
For you

It's quieter here now that we don't talk
I wrestle with myself and everything that I did wrong
You're probably out there drinking to forget us
Oh, I'm booking it upstate, trying to show you, my love

And I don't want to watch you waste
Your whole life tryna find a reason
You know I'm angry
And you're just bitter at yourself for ever leaving

So settle down, dig your grave
Right where you were told to be, and
Don't come back, just leave me watching
I will die here while I wait for you
For you

If you go, I'll drive
My way upstate just to find you
You don't know how high
I have climbed up just to fall through
For you, oh, for you

And I don't wanna watch you waste
Your whole life tryna find a reason
You know I'm angry
And you're just bitter at yourself

So settle down, dig your grave
Right where you were told to be, and
Don't come back, just leave me watching
I will die here while I wait for you
For you
For you
For you