I Did This To Me

I've never been so selfish, reckless, hell, this is all my fault
I was full of all these useless excuses abusin' the love I lost
I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake
Or that mine would be the heart that break

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me

If I'm being honest, I promise, I thought this would work itself out
Oh, if I had gotten over myself, I wouldn't be getting over you now, no

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me

I wish I said I loved you enough for you to feel it (oh-oh)
I wish would've held you, I wish you could believe it
I wish I said I loved you enough to make you feel it
I wish would've held you, I wish you could believe it

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me, oh

Mm, I did this to me, me
Oh, oh

I did this to me, yeah
Yeah-yeah, yeah
Oh-oh