On Earth As It Is

(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)

(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)

i made you walk the line
land on your feet this time
so sick of fakin' it like i
don't want a drink in my hand
wish i didn't have to be someone
gettin' old, but i gotta grow up
wish i didn't have to be someone

(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)
wish i didn't have to be someone 
(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)
damn, i was pickin' a fight
could you stay with me tonight?
(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)
i'm gonna fix up my life
oh, bare with me tonight
(wish i didn't have to be someone)

i don't wanna be anybody
but my body's screaming for help
i tend to hate who's around me
'cause that's who i see in myself

i got no blood on my hands
i thought i'd do somethin' nice
i think i'm movin' too fast
i think i lied to my kids
two months away from them
and my body's cavin' in
i don't think i'm built for this

don't think i'm built for this shit
i don't think i'm built for this

(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)

(oh, bare with me tonight)

(wish i didn't have to be someone)

i've already taken my life
(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)
just bare with me tonight
(yeah i wonder if i'll ever grow up)
i'll be a man of my word
oh, bare with me tonight
(wish i didn't have to be someone)