Prepared

I hear the moonlight reflects off you
Got you in my mind, and now I'm doomed
To see your smile floating in my dreams
I taught you safety, you taught me joy
Picking up daisies to be your boy
We found the secret, just you and me
But what if I wasn't there for you
What if I didn't care for you
Would we end up the same
Was it all just a game
Guess I wasn't prepared for you
What if I didn't tell you to think things through
Would you hold back the parts
Of yourself that were starting
To break through
All this effort
Jumping headfirst
I just wish you cared
I wasn't prepared
You hated daisies
I got you a rose
You needed space, so
I left you alone
You lost faith
And I lost hope
Oh no
So what if I couldn't make your sun still shine
Does it give you the right to grow out of my life
I guess we lost the secret
Just you and me
But what if I wasn't there for you
What if I didn't care for you
Would we end up the same
Was it all just a game
Guess I wasn't prepared for you
What if I didn't tell you to think things through
Would you hold back the parts
Of yourself that were starting
To break through
All this effort
Jumping headfirst
I just wish you cared
I wasn't prepared
Got some holy fire burning up my eyelids
Every time I close my eyes to stop the blinding
Cause I discovered something deep inside myself
I don't need you
But you need some help
What if I wasn't there for you
What if I didn't care for you
Would we end up the same
Was it all just a game
Guess I wasn't prepared for you
What if I didn't tell you to think things through
Would you hold back the parts
Of yourself that were starting
To break through
All this effort
Jumping headfirst
I just wish you cared
I wasn't prepared for you
No I wasn't prepared for you
I wasn't prepared for you