To Dust

So many things I'd like to be taking over
Can't get a hold on life
Hear me out

Seems everything's left up to me, getting closer
Can't help but feel my life
Running out

I don't wanna be somebody else
I'll take it to the highest high
Tear it open wide
Can it be like it always was?
I'm always looking back
Always looking back

It breaks me down
But I'll come around
It breaks me down
To dust

Some days I feel I can't reach what I'm after
I don't wanna feel my life
Breaking down

I can't help but feel like everything doesn't matter
I wanna feel that light
Breaking out

I just want to feel how I always felt
Can't believe I try and try
To tear it open wide
Can it be like when we were young?
I'm always lookin' back
Always lookin' back

It breaks me down
But I'll come around
It breaks me down
To dust