Done

Turn me on taps of hot water
Melt all of my ice and file my corners
Soften the edges, smooth resistance
Steal of all my drinks
Insist, I ought to have none
Sit on my hands till they're numb 
and my defences crumble
one by one 

Stay strong 
And stay well
Think I forgot what it was like
This effortless elegant hell
To be here, with you there
Letting my eyes poison my mind
by daring to dwell in possibility 
you staring at me 
Like blue dangerous sea
I'm done

Turn me on like a television
flick through my mistakes and indecisions 
I am right and wrong and in last place
To somebody who reads you in the right way
I'm done
Cut out my tongue I'll be dumb 
I'll be as quiet as the day is long

Fill the bathtub with cold water, 
Steal all of my drinks
insist I ought to have none