Sometimes You Just Forget Things
Caleb Hyles
4:55Why won't they talk to me Can't they see that I will be their friend I know that I don't look the same But couldn't we still play together, all the same I invited everyone, but no one ever came I guess they're not to blame Maybe if I was more fun, maybe sunnier Then they would see me, they would choose me Oh, Mom Don't cry for me There's nothing you can do You say, "Just hold on. You won't be lonely soon Some day, you'll find the ones who will see you for you" Just tuck me in, say a prayer, and leave a light on for me The corner of the room The last seat at the table They just used the last Polaroid My best friend down the street, they just moved away But it felt like they left long ago I am the afterthought, and I deserve to be so Forever trapped in mediocrity Please, Dad Don't fight for me You've done all you can do You say, I'm special so I'll believe it for you I know you're proud of me, or the idea of what I could be Just tuck me in, say a prayer, and LEAVE A LIGHT ON FOR ME To care to be aware that I will never be the best To bear within comparison who I am against the rest But if there is to be "First" and "Last", and "better" and "worst" Then that must mean that there's more like me than them Hey, Mom I found it They love me like you said And Dad You were right I'm special, in the end They may not be a lot, but I think they need me, too I keep a light on, so alone I'll never feel