I Need A Doctor

I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them
Where do I begin?
I don't fit in
This ain't no hipster shit
I'm just different than most
My friends left me, again
They say I'm not as fun 'cause I won't get drunk with them
My heart's in a war
I keep being torn
My body can't take, it take it, yeah
I feel like I'm trapped
Any second I could snap
Being me is so dangerous
I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them trying to find myself
(Yeah, yeah)
(Trying to find myself)
Wake up
I gotta get my head straight
Renovate
Maybe I should medicate
I don't get the end game, anyway
Probably why I'll never change
So, I use sex and lust to get my buzz
I'm fiending
Never got attention that I needed
Saw the ones I love become defeated
It made me be the person I believed in
My heart's in a war
I keep being torn
My body can't take it, take it, yeah
I feel like I'm trapped
Any second I could snap
Being me is so dangerous
I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them trying to find myself
(My body can't take it, take it, yeah)
(Trying to find myself)
(My body can't take it, take it, yeah)
Trying to find myself
Yeah, yeah
Trying to find myself