A New Type Of Grey

I give it up when the going gets tough
Like everything I've ever touched
It's fun in the beginning
But I'll be stringing myself along 'til I fall off
I'll never be the same again (never be the same again)
Too late to save myself and walk out the door
Try to be a better friend (try to be a better friend)
Too late to change myself, I know that for sure

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey
Could I truly be happy for me?

Now it's hard to be mindful and not repeat the cycle
Of every regret that I've got (I've got)
Still have nobody to blame for all my mistakes
I can't bring back the things that I've lost

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey
Could I truly be happy
'Cause I don't wanna waste my life
(Take me far away from here)
Still I'll be the person who's fading away
Yeah, you can try to be dope to me and friendly
Don't trip when you leave 'cause it's hard to be happy for me

Life is laughing at me now
Can't say my problems out loud
Face myself, I don't know how
I can't turn lost into found

Okay, don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Everything fucks me up
All day, staring at the rope
But there's a new type of hope
A new type of hope for me
A new type of hope for me

A new type of hope for me