Okay

And if it's not what I thought it would be in the end
And if it's not what I wanted and it's just who I am
What if it's okay to think that it's okay
I think that I'm okay with being okay
I hope they paint me in sunshine and days with my loved ones
And mornings to unwind
I hope that if I make it I end up where I started
And that I feel the same as back before I departed
I hope that heaven is real and all my dogs got in
I hope it never come a day when you're not my friend
I know it's hard being honest in a world full of lies
But it be worth it for the look in your eyes
And if they shut me down tomorrow
And it's the last song that I sing
And tell my friends how much I love them
And I said thanks for everything
Cause I got nowhere to go but home now
Nowhere to go but where I'm from
And if it's not what I thought it would be in the end
And if it's not what I wanted and it's just who I am
What if it's okay to think that it's okay
I think that I'm okay with being okay
So scared to let the pain go I hoarded it
Threw my heart behind the door frame and boarded it
So attached to the dark I was courted with
Being healthy felt too messy till I sorted it
Played a million shows still got lost in the crowd
Funny thing is it's better when I let love out
So I've been taking couple moments just to feel damn proud
About my friends and myself and how we still here now
Nowhere to go but home now
Nowhere to go but where I'm from
And if it's not what I thought it would be in the end
And if it's not what I wanted and it's just who I am
What if it's okay to think that it's okay
I think that I'm okay with being okay