To Be Me, Or Not To Be Me

At least release the damn clouds inside my lungs rust
The mind has gone wild, no bitch
This life ain't what you fucking see
On the TV in movies wake up to reality my
You're blind in the way that you don't really see shit
But you're wide awake with them eyes wide open
And they feed you some bullshit on the news
Who's alive? Bitch, I'm dead very often

This is the end, this is where all the dead rest
Summon me back, bitch, back from the dead, shush
And then here I come bearing gifts for my enemies
Running alone in the woods fucking naked
I lay in my bed made of bugs, drugs, Almighty forsaken
Oh, baby, I promise that you've just
Awoken the demon residing inside of my chest
And me can't contain him

And me can't contain him
And me can't contain him
Uh, anybody know what time it is? Yo

I just woke up from a dirt nap
$carecrow rolling blunts in the back
Got a backpack full of black bags
Now he gotta walk fast, do a damn dash, ay, ay
Body parts from the weed that I just rolled
Get a ho just to blow up the whole load
In her throat, I can rest for the time being, yuh

Fuck up the scene, shoot out a beam
She love me, she want me
But now she don't want me
The fuck do you mean honestly? Hmm
I ran out of petals she told me
Then threw me away counting fish in the sea, damn

Ice on my wrist from the cut deep
Lay low in the pit that I dug sleep
I'ma bleed out in the dirt, gotta lay seed
So a tree may grow out of my dead feet, ten feet tall

Yo, what the fuck
That was perfect