Shoulders (9Pm)

Heartbreak ain't the same when you got hate
You left my heart to the wolves but it was all birds
Had something on my chest but it's they, she, hers
So I trade away our future like she Luka to the Lakers

I might be losing some weight off my shoulders
Ain't a single bar to raise when the bar's been broken

It's a Thursday night
You been airing out your laundry on the group Slack
How you keeping it cute when there's a laughing track?
The club missing you now more than ever
You were praying for this weather
So if you 'bout it, 'bout it, 'bout it now

I'ma need more than a shrug
If you treating me like a drug
The way I needed you now or never
Ain't no love without some luck
Who you really been putting above me?
I needed you now or never (now or never)

It's hard to keep a garden when you got snakes
But I just want a simple time for simplicity sake
We all make mistakes
But only living for the good was the risk you take

So now you losing the weight off your shoulders
But it's only in the wake of the life you chosen

So when your back is on the wall
Do the bricks still burn you
Like the rubbing alcohol from the CVS?
You looking at me like, "What went wrong?"
But I know you 'bout it 'bout it 'bout now

So I'ma need more than a shrug
If you treating me like a drug
The way I needed you now or never
(The way I needed you now or never)
Ain't no love without some luck
Who you really been putting above me?
I needed you now or never

I'm losing the weight
I'm losing the weight off my shoulders
Don't know what it takes
But I needed you now or never