Better

I look so much better, so I guess I'm alright
And I've got everything together, and I'm glad I'm alive
But everything feels better on the edge of a knife
And I just really wish I didn't have to lie to you

Start crying in my room
I wanna be someone who
You feel better around, but
I don't know if I can get better for you

Feels like I turned my body inside out
My head is burning like a machine, tryna cool it down
I've figured I'd have gotten used to this by now
I've gotten nеarly everything I evеr hoped I'd have

So, why am I still sad?
I teared myself in half
Narcoleptic insomniac
I didn't think that it would ever get this bad

And if everything
Without you
Without you
And if everything