Terminal Addiction

Every day i'm suffering from terminal addiction
flood bank memory,
turning me away frome me
suck it down and cut it up
Humanness and self-distress
Every day addicted
downward circling,
burning at both ends,
addicted
Reality is futile,
it poisons my existence
pseudo images,
policy, management
I need alcohol, cocaine and demerol
caffeine, nicotine, vicodin, heroine
addicted