50.Tasks

Ok 1, 2, 3, 50 tasks, looking bad
Way too much shit on my plate
I feel mad
Running out of time, always got some' to grind for
Letting it define me and that's why my mind's sore
Damn
I don't even know what I want
She asking for me to be there, but I can't
Numbers and praise made feel so grande
S'if I got a third eye but I ain't no Hierophante
I'm like y'all
Normal
Tend to forget it
When they look me the eyes and say you fucking saved me
I crash
(I crash)
Do I deserve any of that?
Ask me to be sure, and be sure I'll collapse

Heart heavy like a Buffalo
Working all by default
Going on must the show
Chasing a rainbow
What's beau and what's faux?
Fake shit like Fargo
I'm stalking my idols online
I recall scrolling through 10 timelines
To try and crack what would help me outshine
All of my friends who keep me alive
I should be more grateful for being alive

Oh will I die today or tomorrow?
Am I flying or in a free fall?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful

Oh will I die today or tomorrow?
Am I flying or in a free fall?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful

What are you longing for?
What are you
Mmh
What are you longing for?
What are you
Mmh
What are you longing for?
What are you
Mmh
What are you longing for?
What are you longing for?

Skipping diner
Be the winner
End up in blood stains
Hating Oppenheimer
Still, going the same ways
I'm
A little hypocrite
They saying I look fit
But down
My guts sick
Been hard to admit
That I'm not ok
Probably why I got a new crush everyday
Probably why I wanna get pushed to the edge
Really what I crave is getting my revenge

I'm fighting for good rate, from people just hateful
Huh
Trying to remember when I used to be hopeful
Huh
Queers supporting but I feel like a failure
Huh
Living on passion but I ain't feeling no pleasure
Huh

FUCK

Never buy shit
But still I got the bucks
I wanna commit
But don't like to feel stuck
Why I fly away
Every week, they feel chucked

Still I'm in love
And I know that it sucks
Motherfucker
Polyamory
They say "lucky motherfucker"
But you don't know the amount work
Motherfucker
Pleasing everyone but me, a struggle
Motherfucker
God damn

Oh will I die today or tomorrow?
Am I flying or in a free fall?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful

Oh will I die today or tomorrow?
Am I flying or in a free fall?
Baby let me borrow your pain
I swear I'm unsane
I need to feel useful