I’M Not Ok (Live)

My last smile was a while ago
I can show you my fears and how wild I go
I could talk to tears on my mind, I know
That they're really my favourite, everything's changing

Nothing stays the same, but the heartbreak
Hole in my chest, can't see it but it's heart-shaped, baby
Pour pain in a champagne glass
It's both for my feelings
'Cause I know it won't last for you

I'm not okay
Excuse the screaming, I just thought you needed to know
I'm not okay
Don't you worry, I've got everything in control
I'm not okay
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
And that's okay
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say
I'm not okay
One, two, three

Ten miles down a winding road
Tin-roof raindrops that remind me of you
Fourteen karat solid gold
Tear drops in my coffee
Look at what you cost me

I'ma leave it all in my heart
Found the lighter that you left in the car seat
I'ma set fire to the whole thing
But it wouldn't do much 'cause I won't be over you
I'm not okay
Excuse the screaming, I just thought you needed to know
I'm not okay
Don't you worry, I got everything in control
I'm not okay
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
I'm not okay
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say

Ooh, wooah
I'm not okay
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I'm not okay

I'm not okay
Excuse the screaming, I just thought you needed to know
I'm not okay
Don't you worry, I've got everything in control
I'm not okay
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
And that's okay
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say
I'm not okay
Excuse the screaming, I just thought you needed to know
I'm not okay
Don't you worry, I've got everything in control
I'm not okay
I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect
And that's okay
I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say