Before I Let You Go

My last words
I said, "I hate you"
But I didn't mean it
I was just mad
What still hurts
Is I couldn't save you
From all of your demons
The same ones that I have

I didn't know that you felt unworthy
I missed the signs and you did me dirty
I can't forgive you for what you did
I can't even forgive me, no

Before I let you go
There's so much that I still need you to know
I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone
And made you think you had to fight alone
It keeps me up at night, you're still the voice in my head
You're every reason in the morning, I can't get out of bed
This heart that's barely beating in my chest
Is gonna have to turn into stone
Before I let you go

'Fore we made some memories
That I can't remember
'Cause I block 'em out
Just to get through the day
Something's gotta change

Before I let you go
There's so much that I still need you to know
I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone
And made you think you had to fight alone
I still replay the message on my phone that you left
The way they tell me I'm just like you, God, it scares me to death
This heart that's barely beating in my chest
Is gonna have to turn into stone
Before I let you go

I didn't know that you felt unworthy
I missed the signs and you did me dirty
I can't forgive you for what you did
I can't even forgive me, no

Before I let you go
There's so much that I still need you to know
I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone
And made you think you had to fight alone
It keeps me up at night, you're still the voice in my head
You're every reason in the morning, I can't get out of bed
This heart that's barely beating in my chest
Is gonna have to turn into stone
Before I let you go
Before I let you go