Chemtrails

I'm always saying, "Yes"
But when it comes around, I don't wanna leave my house
At the time, everything felt new
And one night
Could really change you

Someone like me can't let go of anything
Moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more, thinking I deserve less
Maybe I'll be happier this time

The warmth of everything
I waited
And it came
We'll be good, or at least, we should
What more can we really ask for?

Someone like me can't let go of anything
Moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more, thinking I deserve less
Apathy is difficult to hide

I'm not used to feeling what I choose to
Hanging on to words you might've said
Now I'm weightless, like I've been erased
I'm painting us a picture in my head