How Can I

Broken backs and broken bones
Can you tell me why I'm on my own?
Empty beds and conquered thrones
Still, I followed her in the unknown
Summer's rain and winter's snow
Couldn't change what I saw in her glow
Hurricanes and all-time lows
Not enough for me to let her go

How can I sleep at night knowing that I've lost?
How can I sleep at night knowing that he's where I once was?
How can I sleep at night knowing that I've lost?
How can I sleep at night knowing that he's where I once was?

Fighting outside colored lines
Oh, I wish this was just black and white
Didn't heed the warning signs
'Til her arms, they made me come alive
So kick me down and beat me up
I made promises when things got rough
But I'll make the bleeding stop
And I'll brace myself before I drop
Before I drop