Lost At Sea

I'm fighting off the force that made this call
I kinda feel torn, is it the alcohol?
Every time I hit best thing I've done
I hit another wall
oh baby I probably shouldn't know the truth
Once I fall from the cliff it's hard to start a new
It's closer to me than it is to my rear view
Damn I think I am scared, will i bounce back soon?

I know it
Takes time but I cant believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at sea
Oh I hope
that it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I can't retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows

I can't
fight back with a bottle I'm
so full of shit when I just say I'm fine
I'm pissed off at my friends online
The bitter taste of a black sunshine

It's bout the balance how you pace it
But maybe I should find a way to just embrace it
I really hate to see the color slowly fading
I can foresee that theres a mess that it created

I know it
Takes time but I cant believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at sea
Oh I hope
that it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I can't retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows

I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It's way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out

I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It's way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out

I know it
Takes time but I cant believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at sea
Oh I hope
that it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I can't retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows