Inside Outside

Left in the dark

Stuck there fighting on my own 

Never bark I just bite

Blood running from the bones 

cnd it feels like

I feel a rush and then it's gone

Never feels right

It's like a switch I cannot tone

Down this mindset got me racing

These thoughts I cannot tame

I cannot seem to find my own

Possesh inside of me 

These demons never sleep

No pills prescribed to me

Can ever bring me peace 

It's like the dark side of my being


I just try to push it deep

No matter how much that I sink 

These shrinks just seem to think 

These scripts will make it weak

cnd someday I might be

Define me being meek 

cnd the manners that they seek 

It's the darkness that they feed


When the sky falls to darkness

Feel the creatures

Climbing in my windows

But who knows 

cnd you know

No one knows that I know


When you look from the outside

You think that you know

You know

You know

You know

(You could never understand)

How it feels on the inside

You want to let go

Let go

Let go

Let go

(I can't keep holding)


Looking in the mirror 

Never seeing my reflection 

cll I see is looping nightmares 

Creatures burning good intentions 

I can never seem to finish 

cny good that I've intended

Only burning all these bridges

Sickness got me laughing like a hellion

I can never seem to find a care to let it go 

Just a blankness in my stare

Like a vision I'll Neva know 

You forgive I just forget 

No remorse no repent 

You say I'll burn in sin

I'll light the fire with a grin


I just try to push it deep

No matter how much that I sink 

These shrinks just seem to think 

That these scripts will make it weak

cnd someday I might be

Define me being meek 

cnd the manners that they seek 

It's the darkness that they feed


When the sky falls to darkness

Feel the creatures

Climbing in my windows

But who knows 

cnd you know

No one knows that I know


When you look from the outside

You think that you know

You know

You know

You know

(You could never understand)

How it feels on the inside

You want to let go

Let go

Let go

Let go

(I can't keep holding)

When you look from the outside

You think that you know

You know

You know

You know

(You could never understand)

How it feels on the inside

You want to let go

Let go

Let go

Let go

(I can't keep holding)