Sick And Impatient

I've wasted days, but they don't mind
There's something in my room, and it tells me what I should do
And it's been in there for quite a while, it taught me all I know
Where I should be, and where I'll go
Will you save my life tonight?

I can see it in my mother's eyes, and the way she talks about me
Some things are better left to rot
I'm quick to push, I'm quick to shove, and the first to point the finger
No company could ever be enough

I'll stay outside tonight
I got sick and impatient

I spoke too soon, you made your move
You're walking with a smile
I'm wide awake, it's late, I'm driving
While the neighbors sleep, I'm cutting ties
Lose myself in my head
Convince myself to forget what is real

Will you save my life tonight?
I got sick and impatient