Judas

Looking now at you I feel confused
I hate to be the one to break the news
Knowing now the way I feel for you
Knowing I could feed my heart anew

So many times, in so many ways
I lose myself in bitter pain
So many times, in so many ways
I'd lose myself in stupid games
So many, so many I did bruise

I am a Judas after all
I am a Judas after all

I lie in wait, for better days
I desecrate my only faith
I take the bait and turn the page
Wipe the slate, I'll get it straight
I lie in wait, for better days
I lie in wait till everything is o.k.

I always thought you knew me through and through
Staking out the love I always knew
I change my pace and history today
Make these stains of guilt wash away

So many times, in so many ways
I lose myself in bitter pain
So many times, in so many ways
I'd lose myself in stupid games
So many, so many I did lose

I am a Judas after all
You said it once, it happened before my own eyes
I lie in wait, for better days
I take the bait and turn the page
I lie in wait, for better days
I take the bait and turn the page