Riddles

So tired
Can’t tell how I feel 
Look at myself 
I don’t know what’s real
Everybody talking in riddles 
No way out like a piggie in the middle 

They keep telling me I’m a fighter 
I Get high but I’m none the wiser 
No clarity
When I’m sober 
Yes I try 
But I can’t keep focus 
And I 

Thought that I’d make it 
Nothings forsaken 
But I can’t fake it 

Feel the ground shaking 
All out of place and 
Oh won’t somebody tell me 

I wanna know whats underneath
We’re getting caught up in reality 
Losing myself I’m in too deep 
Won’t you show me how it’s meant to be 

Dress down too afraid of trying  
Wear a smile when I feel like crying 
Driven with no self belief
Still too proud to admit defeat 

Show me what’s under the surface 
Swear that I ain’t too blind to notice 
Won’t pretend that my hands are tied 
Cross my heart that I wanna survive 
Cus I

Thought that I’d make it 
Nothings forsaken 
But I can’t fake it 

Feel the ground shaking 
All out of place and 
Oh won’t somebody tell me 

I wanna know whats underneath
We’re getting caught up in reality 
Losing myself I’m in too deep 
Won’t you show me how it’s meant to be