Lost Without My Anime

Been watching anime since I was a kid now
There's nothing left, no shows, no games
Just too much time
Started young, bright-eyed with anime dreams

Now I'm lost in a world where nothing redeems
The seasonals drop, but they don't hit it right
No new spark, no fire, just endless nights
Binging my favorites four times through

Two hundred episodes, still nothing new
I scroll and scroll, searching for that glow
But the screen's gone dim, it doesn't show
Every time I try to escape, I fall into the same old tape

I scroll and scroll, searching for that glow
But the screen's gone dim, it doesn't show
Every time I try to escape, I fall into the same old tape
Looping through the things I've seen, chasing memories that won't convene

Lost without my enemy, can't find my way
Games half-finished, they just don't stay
Hard drives full, my mind's a mess
ADHD pulling me into distress

Fill the void with shows and play
But the loneliness lingers every day
Games pile up, a digital grave
Uninstalled dreams, but I still crave

Can't move forward, can't go back
A loop of boredom, a never-ending track
I download more, but the thrill won't last
Every new start, haunted by the past

Stuck in a cycle, I'm out of sync
Filling time just so I don't have to think
Every time I try to escape, I fall into the same old tape
Looping through the things I've seen, chasing memories that won't convene

Lost without my enemy, can't find my way
Games half-finished, they just don't stay
Hard drives full, my mind's a mess
ADHD pulling me into distress

Fill the void with shows and play
But the loneliness lingers every day
Lonely nights, empty screens
A hollow heart, chasing fleeting dreams

Rain on the window, a quiet refrain
Drowning out the echoes of my pain
Will I find a spark, a place to belong
Or drift through this haze, where the days feel wrong

Lost without my enemy, can't find my way
Games half-finished, they just don't stay
Hard drives full, my mind's a mess
ADHD pulling me into distress

Fill the void with shows and play
But the loneliness lingers every day
Just one more show, one more game
Maybe this time, I'll feel whole again

Maybe this time, I'll feel whole again
Maybe this time, I'll feel whole again