Abhorrence

Why is this happening
Everything means nothing
Surrounded and no one can hear me
Your faces are abhorrent, you all make me sick
I'll just suffer in silence

Malignant synesthesia
To me nightmares are reality
Sinking deeper and deeper
Into a perpetual abyss
Of unspeakable horrors

Fighting through the dark
Pray for it, beg for it, it won't go away
I can't find myself
So many voices can't hear what they say

Hyper ventilating
Anoxia
Skin under nail
Defilade shattered
I can't hear myself think
Bathing in a pool of joyous misery

Fighting through the dark
Pray for it, beg for it, it won't go away
I can't find myself
So many voices can't hear what they say

Here it comes again
Slithering, crawling
Calling me back to its warm embrace
This is something you can't comprehend
This will all be over soon

Suffer in silence
Pray for it, beg for it, it won't go away
Suffering silence
So many voices can't hear what they say
Suffer in silence

It feels like I'm dying to survive
Synapses flare and I can't close my eyes
Involuntary spasms won't subside
Trapped within this prison of my mind

Why is this happening
Why is this happening
Why is this happening
Why is this happening
Why is this happening

Suffering