Memento Mori

I hate all our memories, our memories
All I cannot unsee
Yet, I'm calm out at sea, out at sea
Still you wish to drown me

No
You can't take me down that easy
Just know I'm not under your press
Why the fuck you gotta need me?
I'm glad you left

Love
You said you're never gonna hurt me
(Spit in my eyes)
You said you're never gonna leave me
(I'm dead inside)
You said you're always gonna love me
(Swallow your pride)
I hope you hurt to see me living again

You snuck up cleverly, cleverly
Tore my soul at the seam
I wonder where I'd be, where I'd be
If I had known the key

No
You can't take me down that easy
Just know I'm not under your press
Why the fuck you gotta need me?
I'm glad you left

Love
You said you're never gonna hurt me
(Spit in my eyes)
You said you're never gonna leave me
(I'm dead inside)
You said you're always gonna love me
(Swallow your pride)
I hope you hurt to see me living again

Yeah, a mind so flawed
Every day the haziness became a full-time job
People say the disarray is a hopeless cause
Matter of fact, motherfucker, that's your own façade

Perception correction will deflect depression
Take lessons on inner reflection progression
Then question your drama affected suggestions
That's where you'll rewire your trauma's inception

I'm breaking in Bonnie and Clyde style and saving it
Takin' back the life that I lost calling up my holy script
I'm missing some sort of signs I'm a driving lunatic
With a meditational mind, time's all mine to knit the stitch
Trapped inside my head a year ago, feel like a purgatory
The bright side is now I don't fight with my memento mori
All I want in this life is to live and play my tunes
And the family and friends I'll never let go of too