Denial

A deadlike silence sweeping the land
Murderer
A feeling of blame feeding the sinister kiss
A room filled with the smell of death and decay
Anger washes over me as memories stir my mind
My body's numb, agonized and blind
This strange calls from those who walk before their time
Spinning through emotional fields
Like turned dead nails that close this crest of belief

Once I surely tasted paradise
But now I weep

Will I ever see this paradise unveil?
Will be searching for all my years

Strangely waiting among the shadow of the stones
I now feel connected while in your garden
Is there a king of vengeance who roams to punish me?
Inside it feels like a battle between good and evil
An internal storm that hates me
And this storm always outlasts me
I wish I could believe in angels and demons
I wish I could believe
I wish I could believe in angels and demons
I wish we could meet again

Welcome to my realm of denial
Welcome to the realm of the lost
Come feel the stillness of my garden
Where my blood has soaked the ground

Once I surely tasted paradise
But now I weep

Will I ever see this paradise unveil?
Will be searching for all my years

I wish I could believe in angels and demons
I wish I could believe
I wish I could believe in angels and demons
I wish we could meet again
I will be searching for all my years