Soliloquy

Sense the purity of your own mind, child
Such an innocence, not yet caught by judging eyes
Don't touch me little seed cause I'll betray you
If you follow me you'll never see

Through a crack in the wall you watch the world
Nearly paralyzed by this glimpse of tomorrow
And a glimpse is all you'll get wherever you fly
Cause you'll go blind the moment you reach dawn

On your way you'll start wonder
Where the ocean meets the sand
On your way you'll feel that heaven's
Slipping slow through your hand
Sweet lavender, can't remember
What it felt like running through the rye

In the heat of her breath
My life seems worthwhile
When she swallows my soul
I can hear the Conch' hymn
And I can watch myself
Moaning, sweating, climbing
Penetrating my prime with a smile

Fill my needs
Give me eternal redemption
Call my name
With a sense of pride
When I break through

She's the medium
I need to find my way home
She's my intermediary
To everlasting youth
But I can't find myself
In the depths of her bliss
Is it me, is it her, or the world we're living in

Heal my wounds
Bring me eternal salvation
Call my name
With a sense of pride
Don't wake me now

All I gained
Non-electric redemption
She is not
What she used to be
Before I fell

Tell me why
Why she's crying beseeching
Call her name
With a sense of pride
As you go down

There's no purity left to save my soul
From this cavalcade I've no strength to carry on
Don't touch me little seed cause I'll betray you
If you follow me you'll never see

There's a heaven in your hand, child
There's a place I'm dying to hide you
Poor lavender, cold but tender
Life could only teach you how to cry

In these rooms
A plaintive whisper fills the air
On these walls
I crucify myself to hail you right now

The time is ripe for change
Pierce my body
Drink my tears and my blood
Come, be one with me
Though it's getting dark I can see the light
Though I'm getting weaker I still feel I'm alive

Show me the way
Follow me in
To heaven or hell
Truth or faint illusion
I need you
I need your eyes