I Will

Yeah, streets are still hard
I still walk beyond
My soul is still starved

When darkness falls across my face
Sweat, hope and tears upon my face
It's times like this I can't erase
The thoughts of being whipped, chained can remain
So I try to accept the hide and fell the face
With concepts and dreams of a different place

With all the lies and the life I was taught
And all the good things that I forgot
The cold is in the air, I ate the pussy like a savage
Get an on tight grip over all my bad habits
Sometimes I fancy the things, sometimes i laugh at it
Give things on all the crimes I hate I stab at it

While the manic on my stag, no need to be ravic
Except I be in line, then you go see action
'Cause you dont even know what it is to cheat
You see the end of a age and a history

I want to change
The world to hell
Things I said hold me, console me
Breaking me down
I'm still the same
Inside my brain
And if I change, it might just break me down

The things inside I show but can not hide
And now I lost the count of the times I tried
The times I lied about shit that wasn't even necessary
I changed my flow but my style really never ferry
I feel like hardness, sometimes I way to the westside
Wear it like a vessel, carry it on my back and shoulders
Hungry, I'm a soldier, I told you

'Cause I break a hood like a big pile of Folger
Who didn't understand the meanings of the mystery
My baby be so way close, it's unknown to be
Actin' like a gangster 'cause my bangers be
Sittin' on the block with them 23
Millimeters rounds that'll set you free

So maybe you can see what I can see
So we run up our lives, she cries bitch's are Jenna's jewels
Big chains and bills and bullshit we saw on a norm

I want to change
The world to hell
Things I said hold me, console me
Breaking me down
I'm still the same
Inside my brain
And if I change, it might just break me down