Sabotage

Trying not to fuck it up this time
Cause all of the love you’ve been giving to me
I’d be out of my mind
To walk away from it all

Trying not to mess it up this time
Cause I’m falling in love and I
And I Never falling harder before 
And it’s scaring me
If I’m honest about it
I’m known to run away at this part
Cause I don’t know how to love my self
So I push you away 

Will you pray for me that I would trust you tonight 
And tho there's fear I can sense that it's real
Cause I really wanna try this again 
But I'm so afraid to 

Hook:

But I found the faith I need this time 
But I’m known to run away at this part
And I self sabotage 
I don’t wanna do this again

VS 2:

I don’t wanna fuck it up this time 
Cause I’m known to tell a lie or two
Or blame it on you
Ill say anything to keep from telling the truth 
I just wanna love again
And I just wanna trust again
But it's hard to do
When your hearts in two
And it don't wanna budge
An inch