I Was Right

The other day you'd still ignore me
And now you're knocking on my door
And now you're screaming on the floor
And now you're claiming you adore me
I guess I haven't learned a thing, I'm too forgiving

Guess I have no right to complain
I let it take over my brain
I let you sink your teeth in just one more time
And ignored every single fight
Yeah, I ignored the fact I was right

To put it bluntly, you're abusive
You started gouging out my eyes when
I stopped believing your lies
A smile became so elusive
I bet you still don't feel a thing, you're such a child

Guess it's still all my fault
The truth is rolled out on the walls
And every month and every day and every second
I wasted was mental suicide
Oh, at least I know I was right

I think I'm going crazy
If I just push, then we'll make it through
You thought that you could change me
But I would rather be me than you

I wish I wasn't so illogical
I wish I hadn't second-guessed
That I put up with second-best
I would have sent you home a year ago
I guess it's just my punishment, you fucking child

Guess it is still all my fault
The truth is sprawled out on the walls
And every month and every day and every second
I wasted was mental suicide

I guess I have no right to complain
I let you take over my brain
I let you sink your teeth in just one more time
And ignored every single bite

Although the answer's in sight every long endless night
Although the future looks bright
I wish I wasn't right