Used To The Fall

Leave me alone
Just leave me alone

I try staying here pretending that I'm really okay
When I know inside that the hope is gone
It's like sitting all alone at 5 AM
In a hotel room when the coke is gone
I hold on to pain sometimes
Lit up by the fate of my fire
I'm too old to be chasing these highs
When the first line is the only good ride
'Cause sooner or later all the curtains gon' close
And the stage gon' fade to black coal
And everything that you ever dreamed of be running right out the back door
Wake up at sundown
Hands up and get gunned down
By myself I'm my own worst enemy
A victim to the chains of my own stupidity

One day life's bitter like a Xanax
Next day it tastes sweet like an Adderall
Maybe I hurt myself 'cause
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
I hate coming down
Touching my feet on the ground
But, man, I'm used to the fall

Don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, man, leave me alone, man)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave me alone, just leave me alone)

Life seems like it's just about me
Losing everything that I never
Wanted in the first place
Until I slip and get attached
Then the devil takes it back
And it hurts in the worst way
I've been stabbed in the back so much
That I can't ever trust nobody
I've been cut to the heart so many times
That I can't love nobody
Maybe I'm damaged goods
Half the time misunderstood
All the "shoulds", all the "coulds"
Can't stop the hatchet when it hits the wood
You can talk up fit
You can cuss, you can spit
You can dig my grave
But you ain't putting no dent in a man
That done spent life beneath these waves

One day life's bitter like a Xanax
Next day it tastes sweet like an Adderall
Maybe I hurt myself 'cause
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
I hate coming down
Touching my feet on the ground
But, man, I'm used to the fall

Don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, man, leave me alone, man)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave me alone, just leave me alone)

(Hey-ey, hey)
(Hey-ey, hey)

Don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, man, leave me alone, man)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave me alone, just leave me alone)

Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone (leave me alone, man, leave me alone, man)
Just leave me alone (hey-ey)