Urn

If I filled an urn with feelings
Would it end how my brain thinks
'Cause I'm still someone who laughs too much
And I'm not good at this at all
Oh oh oh

'Cause I've even tried to be mean
But I act like a kid
And say lots of things I don't believe
'Cause maybe eventually I'll leave

Never can fill that urn
'Cause I was in heaven when we met
But love left me no good things
And I'm not good at this at all

Bet there's better things than me
And I won't be fighting
Know that there's newer things than me
Silly me

Am I exactly what I feared
Am I exactly what I feared
Am I exactly what I feared
Am I exactly what I feared