Get In A Rage

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage, feel out of place
I'm starting a fire to hide it all
I'm stuck in my ways, they're one and the same
I've gotta be right when I'm fighting

You see red, I see four
Explode, need detours
Always gotta be right, right?
That dopamine is my reward
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I don't get along with nobody
And it's probably 'cause I can be so stubborn, I get cocky

And I don't know how to stop
When you've had enough
You've said that a lot
That's why I call your bluff
It's getting real, and I feel it now, but I've been pressing my luck
And I think it's time for me to speak truth, review, I do it because

(Maybe I'm just fooling myself)
(For thinking that I could make things right)
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage
Fire to hide it all, it all, it all
Fire to hide it all, it all

I wonder if I'll ever change
Stuck in my ways, get in a rage
I wonder if you'd even notice
We've been out of focus
I've been on a wave

Won't lay down, no way now
I say whatever, I can't shout
Won't bow, no grace
How could I fake it all to create doubt?
That's never been my style
Even though it inflicts harm
I would rather burn bridges that I need
Even if I can't swim long

Drowning on the words that I never should've let outside of my brain (brain)
I should be a little worried 'bout it, but I never minded my shame
And I'm not about to start losing it 'cause I'm overthinking my ways (ways)
When the rage that I contain got me through the rain
Peace would not be the same (ay)

(Maybe I'm just fooling myself)
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage
Fire to hide it all, it all, it all
Fire to hide it all, it all

I wonder if I'll ever change
Stuck in my ways
Get in a rage
I wonder if you'd even notice
We've been out of focus
I've been on a wave

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life