Legends

I am sick, I am sick
And I can't be cured
Take this knife
Stab my heart
To see if it hurts
I can't feel anything
Am I bleeding out?
I'm so scared to end my life
But it always ends somehow

I am tired, I am tired
And I've given up
All my faith in my god
That I never loved
I have seen the other side
In what I've become
You can try to help me by
But I know that I'll die young