Im So Delusional

(Blood pup)
(I love you, d3r)

When you ain't around, I get stuck inside my head
It got me tweakin' out as if I'm off my fucking meds
Ah, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions
Just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive

I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful

I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful

I'm obsessed though, I just want you
You keep me stable, bae, I barely deserve you
I'm depressed and suppressed, I've been tweakin' from the stress
I-I-I've been barely eatin', 'boutta get cardiac arrest

I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no
What is wrong with me? I'm sorry I've been off
There's all these thoughts floodin' my head, tellin' me I should be dead
So I turn to substances to feel normal once again

'Cause I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful

I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful