All-Consuming

It's so nice that you can see right through me
I mind it every time - wish I could pretend
My green eyes don't suit the red I'm seeing
Envious and disgust - it's all-consuming

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside
Resides, so likable
Why won't I let my anxious thoughts ever subside? 
Deny, I tried to go away

It's a vice, I know, don't be a critic
I hear it every day - circles in my head
Prophesy my day - the one I'm dying 
Hideous, serious - it's all-consuming

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside
Resides, so likable
Why won't I let my anxious thoughts ever subside? 
Deny, I tried to go away

I can make it happen
I can make it true
I have my intentions, even without you

Throw it away
If I'm making the choice on my own
Step aside
I never needed you

I can't forget this feral feeling deep inside
Resides, so likable

Feeling deep inside
Thoughts I tried to hide
Leering at the side
I tried to go away