Trust Issues

I been movin different since the last time
Every love you sound like a half line
You say trust me but my chest tight
Cause the last one left me with the night light
Tryna open up but my guard too high
You text me where you at I dont even reply
Its not you its just what pain designed
Got a heart but its stuck offline
Cant lie I want to let you in
But my faith still wearin thin
Every promise sound rehearsed
Every forever just makes it worse
Got trust issues yeah yeah
Tryna love but my heart wont move oh no
You say you different but they said that too
Now Im scared to believe in you
Got trust issues trust issues
Its not fair but its true yeah
You could be the one that I lose
Cause I cant let go of what I been through
You dont know the nights I stayed awake
Checking phones fighting old mistakes
Now every good morning feel like a test
Tryna see if you mean whats next
I know love aint supposed to feel like fear
But every word I doubt what I hear
Still youre patient still you stay
You the calm that I push away
I wanna fall but I cant let go
I wanna heal but the scars still show
If I give my all will you stay for real
Can you love me through what I still feel
Got trust issues trust
Tryna love but my heart wont move oh no
You say you different but they said that too yeah
Now Im scared to believe in you
Got trust issues trust issues baby
Its not fair but its true so true
You could be the one that I lose
Cause I cant let go of what I been through
What I been through oh yeah
Can you love me through