Change

I've never been to those places you have seen
I am a crook, I just read it in a book
I'd rather be dead, there's nothing that stays in my head
What should I say, I've never been so smart anyway

I'm sitting alone in this loneliest place called home
Don't know who I am, but I lost myself again
There is something wrong, I can feel it in my bones
I've never believed that someone can change it's core