I Wish

I heard you in the kitchen
Talking it over
What was I thinking
Having you over?
She's your girl
And I'm not her
I don't know
Why you look
At me that way

I wish I didn't want you
The way I pretend not to
I wish I didn't wish you would call
I wish I didn't have to
Pretend that I don't want you
I wish I didn't want you at all

What were you thinking
Pulling me closer?
You had me dreaming
You were over
But she's your girl
And I'm not her
I don't know
What you wanted
Me to say

I wish I didn't want you
The way I pretend not to
I wish I didn't wish you would call
I wish I didn't have to
Pretend that I don't want you
I wish I didn't want you at all

Cause every time you're close to me
All I wanna do is stay
And whenever you call my name
I can't walk away
And every time you look at me
All I wanna do is say
Come a little closer now baby
Don't walk away

I wish I didn't want you
The way I pretend not to
I wish I didn't wish you would call
I wish I didn't have to
Pretend that I don't want you
I wish I didn't want you at all