Crowned Clown

I hear the whispers, they say
Some things won't change, I am the same
History repeats all the same mistakes
I'll never learn

I'm toxic
Repeated patterns like I'm honest, now this
If I said I'd changed
I probably wasn't being honest
I have no reason I should stay
I'm the one who's left to blame

I'm the number one problem, I know
I'm doing all the same things, like I've lost control
Won't you forgive me again?
I'm gonna fuck it up now, you in?
Shake up the foundation 'til nothing stands
Won't you forgive me again?

I'm paying damages
Ooh

But I am a saint
I am the angel, been cursed with the reigns
I am your chains, crowned by the fool
On a throne covered in roses
I hope it hurts

I'm toxic
Repeated patterns like I'm honest, now this
If I said I changed
I probably wasn't being honest

I'm the number one problem, I know
I'm doing all the same things, like I've lost control
Won't you forgive me again?
I'm gonna fuck it up now, you in?
Shake up the foundation 'til nothing stands
Won't you forgive me again?

Haunted by nightmares, a world unrefined
In the darkness of the abyss I'll find peace of mind
I'll find my peace of mind
I'll find my peace of mind

I'm the number one problem, I know
I'm doing all the same things, like I've lost control
Won't you forgive me again?
I'm gonna fuck it up now, you in?
Shake up the foundation 'til nothing stands
Won't you forgive me again?